You can’t enjoy the stroke, your orgasm isn’t as fulfilling without truly knowing you’ve done everything you possibly can do to please me. You put me first. But you can’t do that because you have baggage, don’t you?
You could easily sneak off and bang one out behind her back but it’s not the same. You want lasting commitment. You want to invest in me, in us. I am your one true future. It’s me and you, til the end. You’re one true desire.
You know she knows, right? She knows all about us. About your dirty little secret, your filthy habit. And I’ve convinced her not to leave you, yet I’m also the one who told her.
This whole time you thought we had a mutually beneficial relationship. You pay me and I help you orgasm. But what I was really doing was figuring out how to truly use you to my benefit. You’d never let her find out about your fetish because you’d never want her to leave you. Now that she knows you can’t give her up. You love her and you need me.
It’s not like she loved you anyway. Why shouldn’t she keep benefiting from you without all the wifely duties? Why not double team you? A wife to cuckold you and a mistress to deny you.
You’re turned on and terrified. I really got you, didn’t I?
Pure, unconditional worship.
Do you understand now what it means when I say you’re fucked?
Do you realize it only took a couple of days for you to spend over one thousand dollars on me and I haven’t even done anything. You start thinking about me and you’ve learnt quick that when I bring you pleasure, when your cock starts to grow- it’s as if I am there snapping my fingers demanding a tribute. But I’m not there snapping my fingers. I’ve just got you conditioned so well. And you’ve also figured out that if there is no spending then there is no stroking and definitely no squirting.
You can’t break the habit. You pick up a tablet or sit down at your computer desk and start twitching in your pants. You’re subconsciously becoming aroused. The habit is strong. You might not even notice what’s happening to you until you leak a little pre cum. You weren’t even thinking about watching porn but your body is so conditioned from the correlation between the screen and the stroking.
Because all your little quickies turn into hours lost scrolling through clips, looking for that perfect fantasy. Stop fighting the flow and give into it.
